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a girl of the limberlost-第93部分
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old opera:
〃Hearts do not break; they sting and ache;
For old love's sake; but do not die;
As witnesseth the living I。〃
That evening they were sailing down the Straits before
a stiff breeze and Henderson was busy with the tiller when
she said to him: 〃Hart; I want you to do something more
for me。〃
〃You have only to tell me;〃 he said。
〃Have I only to tell you; Hart?〃 she asked softly。
〃Haven't you learned that yet; Edith?〃
〃I want you to go away。〃
〃Very well;〃 he said quietly; but his face whitened visibly。
〃You say that as if you had been expecting it。〃
〃I have。 I knew from the beginning that when this
was over you would dislike me for having seen you suffer。
I have grown my Gethsemane in a full realization of what
was coming; but I could not leave you; Edith; so long as it
seemed to me that I was serving you。 Does it make any
difference to you where I go?〃
〃I want you where you will be loved; and good care
taken of you。〃
〃Thank you!〃 said Henderson; smiling grimly。 〃Have you
any idea where such a spot might be found?〃
〃It should be with your sister at Los Angeles。 She always
has seemed very fond of you。〃
〃That is quite true;〃 said Henderson; his eyes brightening
a little。 〃I will go to her。 When shall I start?〃
〃At once。〃
Henderson began to tack for the landing; but his hands
shook until he scarcely could manage the boat。 Edith Carr
sat watching him indifferently; but her heart was
throbbing painfully。 〃Why is there so much suffering in
the world?〃 she kept whispering to herself。 Inside her
door Henderson took her by the shoulders almost roughly。
〃For how long is this; Edith; and how are you going to
say good…bye to me?〃
She raised tired; pain…filled eyes to his。
〃I don't know for how long it is;〃 she said。 〃It seems
now as if it had been a slow eternity。 I wish to my soul
that God would be merciful to me and make something
‘snap' in my heart; as there did in Phil's; that would give
me rest。 I don't know for how long; but I'm perfectly
shameless with you; Hart。 If peace ever comes and I want
you; I won't wait for you to find it out yourself; I'll cable;
Marconigraph; anything。 As for how I say good…bye; any
way you please; I don't care in the least what happens to me。〃
Henderson studied her intently。
〃In that case; we will shake hands;〃 he said。 〃Good…bye; Edith。
Don't forget that every hour I am thinking of you and hoping
all good things will come to you soon。〃
CHAPTER XXV
WHEREIN PHILIP FINDS ELNORA;
AND EDITH CARR OFFERS A YELLOW EMPEROR
Oh; I need my own violin;〃 cried Elnora。 〃This one
may be a thousand times more expensive; and much older
than mine; but it wasn't inspired and taught to sing
by a man who knew how。 It doesn't know ‘beans;' as
mother would say; about the Limberlost。〃
The guests in the O'More music…room laughed appreciatively。
〃Why don't you write your mother to come for a visit
and bring yours?〃 suggested Freckles。
〃I did that three days ago;〃 acknowledged Elnora。
〃I am half expecting her on the noon boat。 That is
one reason why this violin grows worse every minute。
There is nothing at all the matter with me。〃
〃Splendid!〃 cried the Angel。 〃I've begged and begged
her to do it。 I know how anxious these mothers become。
When did you send? What made you? Why didn't you
tell me?〃
〃‘When?' Three days ago。 ‘What made me?' You。 ‘Why didn't
I tell you?' Because I can't be sure in the least that she
will come。 Mother is the most individual person。 She never
does what every one expects she will。
She may not come; and I didn't want you to be disappointed。〃
〃How did I make you?〃 asked the Angel。
〃Loving Alice。 It made me realize that if you cared for
your girl like that; with Mr。 O'More and three other
children; possibly my mother; with no one; might like to
see me。 I know I want to see her; and you had told me to
so often; I just sent for her。 Oh; I do hope she comes!
I want her to see this lovely place。〃
〃I have been wondering what you thought of Mackinac;〃
said Freckles。
〃Oh; it is a perfect picture; all of it! I should like to
hang it on the wall; so I could see it whenever I wanted to;
but it isn't real; of course; it's nothing but a picture。〃
〃These people won't agree with you;〃 smiled Freckles。
〃That isn't necessary;〃 retorted Elnora。 〃They know
this; and they love it; but you and I are acquainted with
something different。 The Limberlost is life。 Here it is
a carefully kept park。 You motor; sail; and golf; all so
secure and fine。 But what I like is the excitement of
choosing a path carefully; in the fear that the quagmire
may reach out and suck me down; to go into the swamp
naked…handed and wrest from it treasures that bring me
books and clothing; and I like enough of a fight for things
that I always remember how I got them。 I even enjoy
seeing a canny old vulture eyeing me as if it were saying:
‘Ware the sting of the rattler; lest I pick your bones as I
did old Limber's。' I like sufficient danger to put an edge
on life。 This is so tame。 I should have loved it when all
the homes were cabins; and watchers for the stealthy
Indian canoes patrolled the shores。 You wait until
mother comes; and if my violin isn't angry with me for
leaving it; to…night we shall sing you the Song of
the Limberlost。 You shall hear the big gold bees over the
red; yellow; and purple flowers; bird song; wind talk; and
the whispers of Sleepy Snake Creek; as it goes past you。
You will know!〃 Elnora turned to Freckles。
He nodded。 〃Who better?〃 he asked。 〃This is secure
while the children are so small; but when they grow larger;
we are going farther north; into real forest; where they can
learn self…reliance and develop backbone。〃
Elnora laid away the violin。 〃Come along; children;〃
she said。 〃We must get at that backbone business at once。
Let's race to the playhouse。〃
With the brood at her heels Elnora ran; and for an hour
lively sounds stole from the remaining spot of forest on the
Island; which lay beside the O'More cottage。 Then Terry
went to the playroom to bring Alice her doll。 He came
racing back; dragging it by one leg; and crying:
〃There's company! Someone has come that mamma and papa
are just tearing down the house over。 I saw through
the window。〃
〃It could not be my mother; yet;〃 mused Elnora。 〃Her boat
is not due until twelve。 Terry; give Alice that doll〃
〃It's a man…person; and I don't know him; but my
father is shaking his hand right straight along; and my
mother is running for a hot drink and a cushion。 It's a
kind of a sick person; but they are going to make him well
right away; any one can see that。 This is the best place。
I'll go tell him to come lie on the pine needles in
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