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cousin betty-第47部分
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Love and hatred are feelings that feed on themselves; but of the two;
hatred has the longer vitality。 Love is restricted within limits of
power; it derives its energies from life and from lavishness。 Hatred
is like death; like avarice; it is; so to speak; an active
abstraction; above beings and things。
Lisbeth; embarked on the existence that was natural to her; expended
in it all her faculties; governing; like the Jesuits; by occult
influences。 The regeneration of her person was equally complete; her
face was radiant。 Lisbeth dreamed of becoming Madame la Marechale
Hulot。
This little scene; in which the two friends had bluntly uttered their
ideas without any circumlocution in expressing them; took place
immediately on Lisbeth's return from market; whither she had been to
procure the materials for an elegant dinner。 Marneffe; who hoped to
get Coquet's place; was to entertain him and the virtuous Madame
Coquet; and Valerie hoped to persuade Hulot; that very evening; to
consider the head…clerk's resignation。
Lisbeth dressed to go to the Baroness; with whom she was to dine。
〃You will come back in time to make tea for us; my Betty?〃 said
Valerie。
〃I hope so。〃
〃You hope sowhy? Have you come to sleeping with Adeline to drink her
tears while she is asleep?〃
〃If only I could!〃 said Lisbeth; laughing。 〃I would not refuse。 She is
expiating her happinessand I am glad; for I remember our young days。
It is my turn now。 She will be in the mire; and I shall be Comtesse de
Forzheim!〃
Lisbeth set out for the Rue Plumet; where she now went as to the
theatreto indulge her emotions。
The residence Hulot had found for his wife consisted of a large; bare
entrance…room; a drawing…room; and a bed and dressing…room。 The
dining…room was next the drawing…room on one side。 Two servants' rooms
and a kitchen on the third floor completed the accommodation; which
was not unworthy of a Councillor of State; high up in the War Office。
The house; the court…yard; and the stairs were extremely handsome。
The Baroness; who had to furnish her drawing…room; bed…room; and
dining…room with the relics of her splendor; had brought away the best
of the remains from the house in the Rue de l'Universite。 Indeed; the
poor woman was attached to these mute witnesses of her happier life;
to her they had an almost consoling eloquence。 In memory she saw her
flowers; as in the carpets she could trace patterns hardly visible now
to other eyes。
On going into the spacious anteroom; where twelve chairs; a barometer;
a large stove; and long; white cotton curtains; bordered with red;
suggested the dreadful waiting…room of a Government office; the
visitor felt oppressed; conscious at once of the isolation in which
the mistress lived。 Grief; like pleasure; infects the atmosphere。 A
first glance into any home is enough to tell you whether love or
despair reigns there。
Adeline would be found sitting in an immense bedroom with beautiful
furniture by Jacob Desmalters; of mahogany finished in the Empire
style with ormolu; which looks even less inviting than the brass…work
of Louis XVI。! It gave one a shiver to see this lonely woman sitting
on a Roman chair; a work…table with sphinxes before her; colorless;
affecting false cheerfulness; but preserving her imperial air; as she
had preserved the blue velvet gown she always wore in the house。 Her
proud spirit sustained her strength and preserved her beauty。
The Baroness; by the end of her first year of banishment to this
apartment; had gauged every depth of misfortune。
〃Still; even here my Hector has made my life much handsomer than it
should be for a mere peasant;〃 said she to herself。 〃He chooses that
it should be so; his will be done! I am Baroness Hulot; the sister…in…
law of a Marshal of France。 I have done nothing wrong; my two children
are settled in life; I can wait for death; wrapped in the spotless
veil of an immaculate wife and the crape of departed happiness。〃
A portrait of Hulot; in the uniform of a Commissary General of the
Imperial Guard; painted in 1810 by Robert Lefebvre; hung above the
work…table; and when visitors were announced; Adeline threw into a
drawer an /Imitation of Jesus Christ/; her habitual study。 This
blameless Magdalen thus heard the Voice of the Spirit in her desert。
〃Mariette; my child;〃 said Lisbeth to the woman who opened the door;
〃how is my dear Adeline to…day?〃
〃Oh; she looks pretty well; mademoiselle; but between you and me; if
she goes on in this way; she will kill herself;〃 said Mariette in a
whisper。 〃You really ought to persuade her to live better。 Now;
yesterday madame told me to give her two sous' worth of milk and a
roll for one sou; to get her a herring for dinner and a bit of cold
veal; she had a pound cooked to last her the weekof course; for the
days when she dines at home and alone。 She will not spend more than
ten sous a day for her food。 It is unreasonable。 If I were to say
anything about it to Monsieur le Marechal; he might quarrel with
Monsieur le Baron and leave him nothing; whereas you; who are so kind
and clever; can manage things〃
〃But why do you not apply to my cousin the Baron?〃 said Lisbeth。
〃Oh; dear mademoiselle; he has not been here for three weeks or more;
in fact; not since we last had the pleasure of seeing you! Besides;
madame has forbidden me; under threat of dismissal; ever to ask the
master for money。 But as for grief!oh; poor lady; she has been very
unhappy。 It is the first time that monsieur has neglected her for so
long。 Every time the bell rang she rushed to the windowbut for the
last five days she has sat still in her chair。 She reads。 Whenever she
goes out to see Madame la Comtesse; she says; 'Mariette; if monsieur
comes in;' says she; 'tell him I am at home; and send the porter to
fetch me; he shall be well paid for his trouble。' 〃
〃Poor soul!〃 said Lisbeth; 〃it goes to my heart。 I speak of her to the
Baron every day。 What can I do? 'Yes;' says he; 'Betty; you are right;
I am a wretch。 My wife is an angel; and I am a monster! I will go
to…morrow' And he stays with Madame Marneffe。 That woman is
ruining him; and he worships her; he lives only in her sight。I do
what I can; if I were not there; and if I had not Mathurine to depend
upon; he would spend twice as much as he does; and as he has hardly
any money in the world; he would have blown his brains out by this
time。 And; I tell you; Mariette; Adeline would die of her husband's
death; I am perfectly certain。 At any rate; I pull to make both ends
meet; and prevent my cousin from throwing too much money into the
fire。〃
〃Yes; that is what madame says; poor soul! She knows how much she owes
you;〃 replied Mariette。 〃She said she had judged you unjustly for many
years〃
〃Indeed!〃 said Lisbeth。 〃And did she say anything else?〃
〃No; mademoiselle。 If you wish to please her; talk to her about
Monsieur le Baron; she envies you your happiness in seeing him every
day。〃
〃Is she alone?〃
〃I beg pardon; no; the Marshal is with her。 He comes every day; and
she always tells him she saw monsieur in the morning; but that he
comes in very late at night。〃
〃And is there a good di
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